The morning after my wedding, I found my mother-in-law lying beside my husband under the same white sheet.
Her hand was resting on his arm.
And near the middle of the bed was a dark reddish-brown stain that hadn’t been there the night before.
I stopped in the doorway.
“Tyler?”
His eyes were closed, but I knew he was awake.
His breathing was too careful.
Linda opened her eyes immediately. She looked at me, then followed my gaze down to the sheet.
Her hand moved over the stain.
“Megan, don’t start.”
I hadn’t said anything.
That was what bothered me.
Three minutes later, Linda was carrying the sheet downstairs.
By lunchtime, I found her soaking it in bleach.
And there was a fresh bandage around her forearm.
The Night Before
Tyler and I had gotten married at a small wedding venue outside Dublin, Ohio.
Nothing extravagant. Seventy-six guests, barbecue and roasted chicken, a DJ Tyler had known since college, and white flowers my sister helped arrange that morning.
I was twenty-six. Tyler was twenty-nine.
We had been together for almost three years.
After the reception, we planned to spend one night at Linda’s house before driving to Hocking Hills the next morning for a short honeymoon.
Tyler had grown up in that house, a two-story place in a quiet Columbus suburb with a basketball hoop over the garage and family photos lining the staircase.
Linda had insisted we stay there.
“Why waste two hundred dollars on a hotel when your room is ready?”
I hadn’t loved the idea, but Tyler said it would make her happy.
At around midnight, I changed out of my wedding dress and took a shower.
When I came back, Linda was sitting on our bed.
She still had on the navy dress she’d worn to the reception.
Tyler stood beside her holding a glass of water.
“What’s going on?” I asked.
Linda pressed two fingers to her temple.
“I’m dizzy.”
“Do you need a doctor?”
“No. Champagne and blood-pressure medication. Stupid combination.”
I looked at Tyler.
“Should we take her downstairs?”
Linda shook her head.
“I shouldn’t be walking up and down stairs right now.”
That didn’t make sense because her bedroom was down the hall.
I pointed toward it.
“Your room is twenty feet away.”
Linda looked at Tyler instead of me.
“I just need to lie down.”
Then she pulled back our comforter.
I thought Tyler would stop her.
He didn’t.
“Mom, maybe you should—”
Linda was already lying down.
Tyler rubbed the back of his neck.
Then he gave me an apologetic look.
“It’s one night. She’s not feeling well.”
“Then you sleep somewhere else too.”
He hesitated.
Linda closed her eyes.
“Please don’t turn this into a whole thing, Megan.”
I stared at her.
It was my wedding night, and somehow I was the person making things difficult.
I took Tyler’s old Ohio State T-shirt and sweatpants from my suitcase.
“Fine.”
I went downstairs and slept on the sectional in the family room.
Tyler never came down.
Around 6:30 the next morning, I woke with a stiff neck and went upstairs.
That was when I saw them.
Linda beside my husband.
Her hand on his arm.
The white sheet.
And that stain.
Linda Tried to Make the Sheet Disappear
Tyler sat up after his mother left the room.
“Megan.”
I held up my hand.
“What happened?”
“Nothing.”
“Then what is that?”
He looked toward the hallway.
“Keep your voice down.”
That answer made me angrier than anything else.
“Why?”
He got out of bed.
“Can we talk later?”
“No.”
His eyes moved toward the door again.
“Please.”
I picked up my suitcase.
“I’m taking a shower. When I come back, you’re going to explain why your mother slept in our bed and why you’re acting scared to talk about it.”
When I came downstairs twenty minutes later, Linda was in the laundry room.
The door was half open.
The white sheet was submerged in the utility sink.
The smell of bleach filled the room.
Linda was wearing yellow cleaning gloves.
That’s when I noticed the bandage.
A white gauze pad was taped to the inside of her left forearm.
She saw me looking.
Then she pulled her sleeve down.
“Caught myself on something.”
“Last night?”
She turned back to the sink.
“I don’t remember.”
I took out my phone.
Linda looked over her shoulder.
“What are you doing?”
“Checking the time.”
I wasn’t.
I took a picture.
The sink.
The sheet.
The bleach bottle.
And Linda’s bandaged arm.
That was the first thing I did that she didn’t know about.
We didn’t go to Hocking Hills.
Tyler claimed he had a headache.
Linda made pancakes as though nothing had happened.
She poured Tyler’s coffee before he asked.
She told him which shirt he should wear.
When his phone rang, she looked at the screen before he picked it up.
By noon, she had reminded him twice about a doctor’s appointment and once about renewing his car registration.
At one point Tyler reached for the syrup.
Linda moved it closer before his hand got there.
I watched the two of them across the kitchen table.
I’d seen pieces of this before.
Linda calling during our dates.
Linda asking Tyler to share his location.
Linda getting upset if he spent Thanksgiving with my family.
I’d always thought she was overprotective.
Sitting in that kitchen, it looked different.
The Room Tyler Wasn’t Supposed to Open
We stayed at Linda’s house because Tyler kept saying we would leave the next morning.
Then the next morning became the afternoon.
Linda suddenly needed help moving boxes in the basement.
I went downstairs looking for Tyler and heard Linda’s voice through the laundry-room wall.
“You made me a promise.”
Tyler answered too quietly for me to hear.
Then Linda said:
“Don’t make me remind you why.”
I stepped back before they came out.
That night, Tyler barely spoke to me.
At around eleven, I went downstairs for water.
A light was on in the basement.
At the end of the hallway was a narrow storage room I’d never seen open before.
The door wasn’t completely shut.
I pushed it.
There were plastic storage bins, old Christmas decorations, and stacks of photo albums.
But one entire wall was covered with photographs of Tyler.
Tyler at six.
Tyler at twelve.
Tyler at high-school graduation.
